*i know my face is big. that's because i
lifted up my face and smile.


ah well, braces' up and so freaking
uncomfortable. the process was rather
tedious and i don't even know what's
happening. i was all along having my eyes
closed as instructed. i don't even know
if the orthodontist numbed my mouth,
is still polishing my teeth, or putting the braces
up. so the most painful part probably wasn't
the putting up of braces. rather ridiculous,
but it's the pulling-open-my-mouth part.
haha. the orthodontist kept saying my mouth
is too small and kept pulling open it to reach
for the inner teeth. and for the worse, once
he reaches it, he said my teeth are very short
which made me feel once again, abnormal.
now, i'm having problems with cleaning and
eating. argh. i can't even bite a bread! like how
can it be. it hurts trying to bite it. i can't use my
incisors to bite. it's worst than having to use
the molar to bite. and cleaning totally sucks.
it takes me around 6-7 mins brushing my teeth..
oh i mean braces, instead of 3-4 minutes.