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apologies. don't intend to link.Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 9:40 PM
helped out at hope carnival today! ;D
well, we were practically swapping
mosquitos. firstly, we were blocked
by a wall. secondly, girls' population
are very less. anyway, i feel i'm such
a failure. and am disgraced by my piece.
i did so many hands. 90% failed. all the
picture become lump of glitter on the
hand. except for mine. haha. and looking
at the face of the kids who did it, i feel
uber sorry and guilty. there was one whose
face turned sour at the sight of my lump
of glitter which supposed to be a rose. and
another who got so scared of me, for the
second time she came, she kept smiling at
me, keeping a distance. and i felt insulted
twice, or maybe once. one was when we
were talking in the counselling room and
i don't know why, talked about our weight.
so i just said my real weight. and they were
like " huh?! don't look like." well, that's fine.
at least it isn't very explicit. but the next,
is seriously blood-boiling. we're like playing
taboo. and you know, you can't say some words.
and for mine, was braces, nerdy and 2 more.
and when i heard nerdy, i angered. like wtf?!
yeah, so what if i'm nerdy?! i agree i look nerdy
but so?! there's no need for the explicit. aren't
there other words?! is your vocab so dense?!
if it's meant to be an insult, then fine. but if it's
meant to be a game, then why?! no offence, but
if gabriel's one can be non-insulting ones and not
about his size, then what about mine?! prejudiced?!
WELL, WHAT THE FUCK. (venting my anger. i don't
want to explode by bottling up. sorry for all the vulgar.)
well, we were practically swapping
mosquitos. firstly, we were blocked
by a wall. secondly, girls' population
are very less. anyway, i feel i'm such
a failure. and am disgraced by my piece.
i did so many hands. 90% failed. all the
picture become lump of glitter on the
hand. except for mine. haha. and looking
at the face of the kids who did it, i feel
uber sorry and guilty. there was one whose
face turned sour at the sight of my lump
of glitter which supposed to be a rose. and
another who got so scared of me, for the
second time she came, she kept smiling at
me, keeping a distance. and i felt insulted
twice, or maybe once. one was when we
were talking in the counselling room and
i don't know why, talked about our weight.
so i just said my real weight. and they were
like " huh?! don't look like." well, that's fine.
at least it isn't very explicit. but the next,
is seriously blood-boiling. we're like playing
taboo. and you know, you can't say some words.
and for mine, was braces, nerdy and 2 more.
and when i heard nerdy, i angered. like wtf?!
yeah, so what if i'm nerdy?! i agree i look nerdy
but so?! there's no need for the explicit. aren't
there other words?! is your vocab so dense?!
if it's meant to be an insult, then fine. but if it's
meant to be a game, then why?! no offence, but
if gabriel's one can be non-insulting ones and not
about his size, then what about mine?! prejudiced?!
WELL, WHAT THE FUCK. (venting my anger. i don't
want to explode by bottling up. sorry for all the vulgar.)