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apologies. don't intend to link.Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ 3:18 PM
think i'm going through some serious mood swings.
or maybe not. some reflecting i guess. just got
back results yesterday. i can't say it's very awesome
or anything, but i just felt contented. the only problem
is contented, but is it for the right cause? am i contented
cause i felt i did my best? or is it because i could care
less? or was it my complacency that i got a good position?
i know that i shouldn't be feeling the second/third guess,
but part of me says i'm going through that. the other
part of me says i'm contented for the right cause. that i
did my best and i've maximized my potential. yet there's
another part of me that's trying to find excuses. and yet
more problem comes. i compare myself to others and
make sure i get better grades. i feels jealous and asks
myself "how is it that they can do it while i can't do it better?"
just praying hard and constantly getting this message across
my mind and get it stucked "everybody can be as good or
even better than you, in order to succeed, you got to keep
in mind that you've to work hard for what you want to achieve,
and that you're your own competitor, enemy, not any others.
ignore others' results and do not compare. remain humble and
down to earth, never boast or dizzy with success that you
become complacent. because this crucial point is to judge and
determine. you're never going to outrun yourself and have
complete victory over yourself if you got the test results positive
provided you're honest.."
dilemma.
or maybe not. some reflecting i guess. just got
back results yesterday. i can't say it's very awesome
or anything, but i just felt contented. the only problem
is contented, but is it for the right cause? am i contented
cause i felt i did my best? or is it because i could care
less? or was it my complacency that i got a good position?
i know that i shouldn't be feeling the second/third guess,
but part of me says i'm going through that. the other
part of me says i'm contented for the right cause. that i
did my best and i've maximized my potential. yet there's
another part of me that's trying to find excuses. and yet
more problem comes. i compare myself to others and
make sure i get better grades. i feels jealous and asks
myself "how is it that they can do it while i can't do it better?"
just praying hard and constantly getting this message across
my mind and get it stucked "everybody can be as good or
even better than you, in order to succeed, you got to keep
in mind that you've to work hard for what you want to achieve,
and that you're your own competitor, enemy, not any others.
ignore others' results and do not compare. remain humble and
down to earth, never boast or dizzy with success that you
become complacent. because this crucial point is to judge and
determine. you're never going to outrun yourself and have
complete victory over yourself if you got the test results positive
provided you're honest.."
dilemma.