Uniiquelly Me

2011-01-16T12:13:00.002+08:00

alright alright. i'm back! ;D
UPDATE UPDATE!

tumblr address changed:
http://popkathoughts.tumblr.com

check it out! ;D

2010-10-24T16:49:00.002+08:00

haven't been posting for a month or so.
life's been good.. haha. worked hard,
revised madly, now that exams are over,
i'm just enjoying myself. HEY THERE! if
you're still visiting my page, or probably
not, i've MOVED TO TUMBLR!
yep, no longer posting long essays. just
pictures. they're cool and dope. haha.

http://wowza-extravaganza.tumblr.com

2010-09-07T00:18:00.001+08:00

IWANTAHOLGA!

2010-09-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

yeah, mom was just speaking about how
big bro was so talkative and such a
gossip guy. was just pondering about it,
how i used to talk to him so much
about so many random stuff, how we
used to go fishing at the park together
as siblings. all three of us. cycling, having
swimming lessons together, just doing
many things together was the best
moment of my life.

but now we're like strangers, hardly ever
talk, we don't even eat at the dining table
together. where's all the love? where's all
the bond? when will we all be like what
we used to be? i want to try. try to speak to
you. but will you even respond? you make
me afraid to speak to you because i'm afraid
of the annoyed response i get.

i mean, even friends who heard from my mouth,
just verbally, know that we're like strangers.
not even looking, they know. we're so far apart
that even writing that well wishes to you
for your army training, i addressed you as "hey".
i don't know what to do to make it alright.

where i was from..

2010-09-01T12:47:00.003+08:00

school was fabulous yesterday. teachers'
day performance was dope. tons of
laughter that i even thought it was my day.
man, i love the teachers. their sense of
humour is freaking awesome. i want to
find out who the producer is. THE NEWWS
FOR THE WIN. haha. was laughing madly
for the whole time round. thumbs up for
these teachers.

then back to PRIMARY SCHOOL! yes,
haven't been there for a year ever since
the last teachers' day. good times hanging
out with classmates. still talk like friends
and nothing awkward or out of topics to
talk about. really great seeing all the faces
i haven't seen for awhile. great day.

2010-08-29T12:39:00.003+08:00

just logged in and was just searching when
was my last post. 16 august. i'm like "hey,
i thought i just posted recently." slapped/
pinched my self a little while to make me
come back into reality. no, it's almost
2 weeks. for goodness sake. yes, for goodness
sake, 2 freaking weeks.

was just wondering how fast time flew yesterday
and yet again today. anyway, i haven't been posting
on a regular basis. from blogging almost everyday
2 years back to posting weekly last year, to fortnightly
this second half of the year. yeah, kind of busy for
these few months and the following. but i always
have time for the internet. wait, did i just say 2 years
back? geez, time flies like shit.

so, i'll always try to get in the internet every two days.
but apparently, i've been micro-blogging! ;D so, explains
why i haven't been blogging. i mean, enlarge-blogging.
sorry blogger, i love twitter more than you. micro-blogging
is much more easier and convenient. maybe i should just
leave my link. ;D seeya.

2010-08-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

yes, i'm happy.
just watched my first youth olympic
game-Gymnastics. my mouth was wide
opened. it's amazing how these gymnast
can twist and turn, round and round,
balance on hoops in the air. makes me
embarrassed how i can't even do pull-ups.

haha, fail. then wrestling, another emotion.
was disgusted and argh-ed. i don't support
violence although it's just a competition.
SWIMMING! YES. my favourite game/event.
one of the very few games where you can see
the competition between athletes and get the
adrenaline rush.

okay, so, back to if i'm happy or not. still a yes. ;D
saw this amazing video on twitter.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7BXw_uelxY
and these beliebers, err.. my fellow beliebers? (haha.)
are trying to help this little boy's dream come true.
they're trying to get Justin.B's attention. even trying
is helping. and i bet Jordan deserves to have his dream
come true. he's been through so much, all the pain, just
at the age of 6. no one endure that. not even an adult,
whats more a child?

i've witness the compassion between people. even though
we're strangers. this really made my day. shows how the
world is afterall, not that of a cold one.
just keep doing whatever you're doing-to help and be happy.

2010-08-05T19:02:00.002+08:00

gone for 2 weeks. but i'm back. yep,
reality check. i'm back like finally.
forgot to post 2 weeks back and the
last week, i was preparing for common
tests. *time capsule flies* COMMON
TESTS ARE OVERRRR! let down my
hair and swings. exhausted indeed.
deprived of sleep for the past few days.
now that it's over, i don't wanna talk about
how hard or easy it was. i just want to
chill.

hmm.. so.. i was just busy studying and going
in and out of home, to and fro school. nothing
special. THE YOG TORCH IS COMING! so
excited, not only for the torch but the games.
should be proud. i'm easily hyped. gonna
support Gaytri next tuesday. she's carrying the
torch! how cool is that.
NATIONAL DAY IS COMING SOON TOO! ;D
august is a good month indeed. so many activities.
and almost 5 consecutive days of no-school.
awesommeeee of the awesommmest.

2010-07-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

yeah man. second week of school, OVERRR.
hectic as ever, coping with school work,
trying to find time to revise. but unfortunately,
not at all. settling down to serious business.

and what should i say? erm.. so next week will
be even hectic as ever. 4 days of staying back
might as well kill me. 1 day off for relax.. maybe
not. i take that back.

HOMEMADE CHOCOLATE MILK ROCKKKSSS.
hahhaa. random shoutout. hershey's choco syrup
mix fresh milk. tastes as good as HL milk. and yep,
changing my blogskin soon. probably. or add
something to my blog. clue: i'm going around the
world every week. ;D just wanted something that's
very me. that expresses how i feel at each moment
through the places. sounds cool? hahhaha. to me.
;D

let it fly, like how a paper airplane flies with me holding
it and driving it about.

2010-07-02T22:49:00.003+08:00

first week of school offically over.
over. yes, i don't sound happy.
cause it's not the end to everything.
the worst has yet to come. the first
has already been so hectic, what more
the rest?
been adjusting to the "new" life and bonding with
friends after not seeing each other for sometime.
and has been a blurhead too, forgetting or not paying
attention to the homeworks given. worrying about
projects that ended up being in vain. the deadline
was not up yet.-__- overcoming restlessness and having
to understand lessons when your dear brain
which was dead for almost a month and reviving
it just seems so tedious.
anyway, fasting for 40 days has began! day2
today. everything's been good. God is with me. ;D
been fasting for lunch, consuming only liquid.
2 packets of milo today. hahhaa.
hopefully, the next week will be better and fasting
will continue to maintain endurable. ;D

2010-06-27T14:00:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL'S FREAKING TOMORROW! D;
i wanna cry so badly. i might get a heart
attack or something. 4 weeks gone just like
that. just when you're enjoying stress-free,
no books, no rules life, someone taps you
on your back. that's your damn teachers.

anyway, nothing much this week. just
slacking, doing some work, which i felt
guilty of because i haven't done a lot.
went out and catched a movie with cell group.
TOY STORY 3! awesome. BUZZLIGHT!
hahahah. then glee marathon at emanuel's
house. all things good. came home late
but no torment. phew. trust. that's what
my parents give. and i treasure. ;D

gotta run. school tomorrow, you excited?
me? no.

2010-06-20T14:58:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK FROM GIRLS' CAMP!
AWESOMEEEE! not with the kids of course.
they're tough nut to crack. especially
for the project runway. man.. i wanted
to faint. craft? don't talk about it. i screwed
their braclets and nails. the knot just keeps
coming off and the whole bead drops off.
and i don't paint nails well.

but anyway, TIME WITH YOUTHS WAS
AWESOMEEE! had fun doing mani and
pedicure and taking crazy, idiotic pictures!
was laughing a lot. but real soft. cause it
was MIDNIGHT CRAZE! hahaha. no
generation gap or whatsoever. 4/5 am in
the morn, craze with claire, ben and wanting.
play bridge in the cozy kitchen and i kept
saying weirdie birdie stuff. they freaking
kept laughing at me. i don't see nor feel the
humor!

i finally slept at 6.15 in the morn. hahah!
IN THE KITCHEN! kitchen rules. warm
and cozy, no pests. really mad camp. now,
i feel like a total zombie.

2010-06-14T16:09:00.002+08:00

man.. last week passed fast. second week
of hols gone just like than. D; anyway, it was
certainly a good week. awesome time together
with family and friends. good bonding.
was slacking and chilling at home for most of the
week. went back to school on tuesday for Happy
Toilet. was great fun although tiring and practically
messing your hands and the toilet up. the acryllic
was freaking annoying. we left our dear acryllic
stuck to the basin. hahha.
went out with my momma on friday. which was good.
did some shopping and had great time together.
got some good buys. GSS is here to stay. ;D
saturday, was out getting mad and having
fun at the park. NO NG, BABY! haha. insane game
of patience, challenge, and stamina. really tiring
running up and down and repeating the whole
obstacle course, but had fun. i found it kind of
amazing that i never got sick of doing the same thing
for countless times.
there! the highlights of second week of summer hols! ;D

2010-06-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

first week of hols - hectic. still
feels like normal school days. have
been going back to school for projects
and supplementary for the three days.
really tiring waking up early. especially
when i sleep at 11 or even later for
school-less days. anyway, all over! ;D
conquered it all.

yesterday has been a great day. though
not my birthday bash. haha. been to
benedict's bash. awesome! had fun bonding
with the rest without birthday boy. lol.
played cards, did forfeit twice. shan't talk
about forfeit. overall was just great! ;D

lycia's house today. we were to do mpw
supposedly, but ended up chillin'. haha.
being a couch potato, watching retarded-
yet-funny youtube videos. NIGAHIGA!
TEEHEE! hahah. and my childhood sweetheart!
TELETUBBIES! aww. haha. anyway, didn't
regret. bonds are generally more important
than anything else. nothing better. ;D

never say never.

2010-05-27T15:18:00.002+08:00

think i'm going through some serious mood swings.
or maybe not. some reflecting i guess. just got
back results yesterday. i can't say it's very awesome
or anything, but i just felt contented. the only problem
is contented, but is it for the right cause? am i contented
cause i felt i did my best? or is it because i could care
less? or was it my complacency that i got a good position?

i know that i shouldn't be feeling the second/third guess,
but part of me says i'm going through that. the other
part of me says i'm contented for the right cause. that i
did my best and i've maximized my potential. yet there's
another part of me that's trying to find excuses. and yet
more problem comes. i compare myself to others and
make sure i get better grades. i feels jealous and asks
myself "how is it that they can do it while i can't do it better?"

just praying hard and constantly getting this message across
my mind and get it stucked "everybody can be as good or
even better than you, in order to succeed, you got to keep
in mind that you've to work hard for what you want to achieve,
and that you're your own competitor, enemy, not any others.
ignore others' results and do not compare. remain humble and
down to earth, never boast or dizzy with success that you
become complacent. because this crucial point is to judge and
determine. you're never going to outrun yourself and have
complete victory over yourself if you got the test results positive
provided you're honest.."

dilemma.

2010-05-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

230th post. this marks a great day.
feeling rather under the weather. went
for tuition and cell and mood was just
real bad. no pms or whatsoever. the odour
of the paint was just too overwhelming
that might have resulted in my moodiness.
and going back to books after exams is just
not my thing. and was feeling kind of fatigue
during cell.

anyway, dinner was awsome! ;D
ate subway, and after dinner activity was
fun and exciting yet make-my-heart-wanna-
pound. CONCENTRATION. haha. forfeit for
wrong actions or rhythm. damn. i forfeited
twice. one was taking photo with 2 mannequin
in sportlink and it was just right in front of the
escalator! like damn. and doing charades for shrek.
was actually supposed to be done at lift lobby
opposite, but phew, just did it right in front of
subway. the forfeits done by the rest was epic too.
haha. so much fun and laughter.

just felt really blessed with all these great people
and being able to spend time with them and have
fun. thank the lord. ;D

2010-05-14T20:02:00.005+08:00

YES! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
THE FUN IS HERE TO STAY!
this is awesome! an indescribable
phenomenon! never before, really,
i feel so relaxed, a full weight of gravity
multiply mass off my shoulders. and
this is how much i yearned for this
freedom that came hard. it's just
weird to see how every exam is the
same and the aftermath feeling is just
different. especially this time round.

past five months have been hard, coping
with new teachers, absorbing. many breakdowns,
tears, but all worthwhile for this day.
2 weeks before exams: i had a nervous breakdown.
i cried mad cause i just couldn't fit in time for
revision with all the homeworks, cca and weekend-
can't-escape activities. and i knew i have to start
revision. so yeah. but it's all over! ;D

now, not giving anymore damn to i'm going to do well
or not. 2 weeks later will be the judgment. hopefully
the fruits of my labour grows. hopefully it pays off.
and i can do as well as CA. although art was screwed.
anyway, got many activities lined up for myself. gotta
do things i haven't been able to do, or haven't been
doing. gonna go back to swimming, yes, i needa slim
down after munching on junks to relieve stress. i can
feel the fats. gotta go back to cross stitch! yes, man!
and do some baking or cooking which i enjoy really
much! this is gonna be so much fun! ;D

2010-05-07T19:49:00.003+08:00

so, here to post again. it's been
long. about a week or so ever since
i posted? but have been using the
computer despite it's exams. only
fridays and weekends. but some
15 minutes short check in. haah.
temptation is the hardest thing to
overcome. anyway, papers haven't
been quite good. english was okay,
except for oral. me and my red bull
is gonna kill me. history, oh screw.
i lost 4 marks for first two section
already. hardly dare to think what's
gonna be the fate for the rest. chi-na.
screw paper 1. finished the compo and
situational writing, but didn't replace
the hanyupinyin with words! damn.
10 freakng words, one word i think for
1/2 mark. approx. 5 marks gone. it's
upon 20 marks, dude. 5 marks is 25 marks
gone. geography and literature today, kill
my hand. clash of the two essay-killing
papers. lit is a bull, geog, i think i can make it.
so, finished mundane analysis.

this post is rather mundane. too much exams
script practicing. love snacking and junk-fooding
nowadays. it's been awesome. sugar rush. that
was random stuff.

2010-04-25T01:53:00.002+08:00

yes. very late at night, early in the
morn. you could see how busy i am.
catching up on some news i missed
earlier today. oh. had 2.4 today.
tiring but great workout. never felt
so great before doing 2.4. just felt
proud of myself that i gave in my
all and did it to the fullest. 15 position.
something to be proud of.
tuition and cell group after 2 hours of
sleep after workout. birthday surprise
for emanuel was fabulously fun. gotta
a cake with mustard, salted beans...
specially added into the cake and some
CREAM ATTACK! didn't get the cream.
grateful for that. really funny to see cream
on his face and hairs. fun day. but hard
as well. just finished maths. left indices.
english and art tomorrow. sigh. and revision
for maths.

2010-04-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

feeling rather dejected and stressed up.
exams are around the corner, bucking
and pushing myself. don't know if i'm pushing
myself too hard or anything. having severe
mood swings. gets fustrated, exasperated when
i can't seem to do a sum and just break into
tears at times like this. probably my way of
relaxing and relieving stress. i don't know.
time's running out. just can't find anyway or
so to help myself. haven't completed first round
of revision. just the first. damn. or rather,
the teachers haven't even freaking finish teaching.
keep wasting time. gotta make use of every
opportunity. this may seem mad, but i'm
just plainly pursuing my dreams. the simplest
thing that a student can ever ask and do herself
is to study hard and achieve what every student
wants: get good grades. and that's what i want.
but nevertheless, finding enjoyment in every
process. gotta treasure, cherish and appreciate
every moment no matter how tough or hard it
may seem. going to overcome all circumstances
and dash my way across the finishing line.
FIGHITNG! ;D

2010-04-18T15:12:00.002+08:00

i feel it's time i wash my hands off.
it's been a big burden to me and nothing
seemed to help. nobody's trying to help.

from my twitter' s tweets : i'm pleading
for help, no one seem to care. i shall wash
my hands off, and leave the team to die.
for they do not care, then why should i.
i've done enough, and it's getting out of
my control. i've got things to do and it isn't
fair that everything, to the point of even
printing is so hard for them. it is funny to
see how they say they can't do this and
pushes everything to me. i'll be funnier and
not do anything. i'll shall leave it to die and
wither that no osmosis can revive it. nor
any antidote can.

and let me continue: for there's no teamwork
between us and that only if everyone is willing
to spend some time out then will we be able
to conquer this. i only thing i'm going to do now
is to split tasks and break the news. if nobody's
going to take any action, all i can say is that the
team will die and i shall not hold accountable
for that because i've done what i need to - to
give tasks and did some pages up. but they
should hold accountable, for they do not
follow their tasks and live up to their promises
they wrote for reflections.

2010-04-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

yet another busy day today. but
it never gets mundane. fun will come
along no matter how busy. gotta
find fun out of something. if not, what's
life? ;D anyway, woke up at freaking
6.15am this morn. tiring. headed to
VJC for EXPOSÉ III. bob lee is a
funny guy. his lectures are just great
and funny. great sense of humor he
has. skipskip. FUSION just now in
the evening. awesome. the mood was
just hyper and heart-warming. had fun.
sermons were not at all boring, surprisingly.
great sense or humor makes sermons less
mundane, you see. but well, kind of
awkward and guilty over somethings.
indirectly my fault. maybe yes. i don't know.
but i'm the main cause. so i guess a yes?
very tired. gotta go get some rest. see ya.

2010-04-16T23:07:00.003+08:00

okay. yet another week has past.
ARTS FEST IS FINALLY OVER.
THREE CHEERS! practical coming
along the way, seminar tomorrow.
last week of cca! haha. but mass
studying next week on. bless me.
so, arts fest today was.. kinda mundane.
going around performing for seniors
and after which dancethon. thought it
would be like some carnival sort of thing.
sigh, didn't turn out what i expected.
didn't have great fun throughout the
process. but, guaranteed good times with
friends. pretty awesome. tight schedule
tomorrow, with seminar in the morn,
cell group in the noon, and fusion at night.
hopefully get sometime out for studying
or something. 5 hours of sleep before
heading for school. sigh. just gotta sleep at 1.

2010-04-09T20:13:00.002+08:00

hectic week. after school activities
for everyday except tuesday. pretty
busy and stressed up for this week and
the coming weeks. exams are coming
and there are still: home econs practical
exams, MPW, homeworks, revision, arts
fest, cca competitions and seminars. bet
you can see how freaking lifeless and
timeless i own. well, gotta apologise for
anyone who got my grenade. rather moody
today. having some mood swings. some
disturbing issues that i've yet to figure
out. so i'd probably be moody until i get that
over. but that'd be long. wish the earth
would just rotate slower. i need time. to think.
to act. took a quick peek at my lit text.
i banged my head against the table, mentally.
all the pages are filled with freaking chuncks
of annotations. how am i gonna revise. DEAD.
seriously, i can't go on anymore. i just need it
off my mind for the moment.

time is running. i know i've got to do that.
but i'm just not ready to do it.
it just seemed near impossible for me.
only got 14 days... time is running.

2010-04-06T17:24:00.002+08:00

well, i'm so behind time. take it as
jet lag. so, had a wonderful weekend
last week. met for three consecutive
days with the same people. never too
mundane or sick of it. great times.
friday was, .. good? haha. yes, good. good
friday is always good. saturday for tuition
and cell group. had dinner-soccer night.
still watched it although it is depressing
watching tiny lil things moving. well, but
not for long. half an hour i guess. i can't
watch a soccer for an hour plus. it'll kill
me. sunday for TNG service. got the
"redeemed" nail. very nice. pastor was
again, real funny. humorous pastor makes
eyes open, you see.

great fun today. besides depressing news
about backbone problem which i don't
really make a big deal, POP was fun. in the
gym and it was real hot. but fun. haha.
threw paper at each other, laughing madly.
sec ones were just right beside us. and i could
see they love us too! lol! cause they laughed
along! heehee. they'd love their humorous
seniors, don't they? they better love. getting
a bit insane here. guess i've to take my meds.
see ya!

2010-03-31T18:31:00.003+08:00

back to post! ;D birthday week! ;D
fantastic! got many presents and wishes.
very surprised that i got so many wishes
on facebook. didn't thought it would be so
much. or i didn't even think about people's
wishes on facebook. too busy maybe. felt
very blessed,thankful, and ecstatic. although
it's just some fonts on computer, i meant
a lot to me. it actually meant that there
are people who cares. even people whom i
haven't seen and talked to for 2 years
are wishing me. very blessed indeed.
went out after school with pat. awesome.
spent great precious time together. haven't
met for very long. did some catching up. ;D

saw some issues on twitter. kind of dampened
my mood. but not that much until i'm going to
cry or anything. #ripaprilbieber very
disheartening. it's gonna be her birthday and
she actually yearned to go to JB's concert.
you could feel that hope and yearn that wish
of a little girl. or maybe a girl. she's older than me.
still, very sad. although i don't know her nor does she
at all, but it's a tragic. RIP.

never let you go MV out! ;D eenie meenie's MV fliming!

2010-03-27T19:53:00.005+08:00

BOOOOO! haha. short post
really. watching "The Diary".
sneak peek at justin bieber's
life. cool. this!
http://www.mtv.com/videos/news/495271/bieber-plays-ball.jhtml#id=1634392
love the good throw and the boo!
haha! half-court throw, dude!
"tell you guys, that's how a real
basketball player plays." lol!
super cute. and!http://www.mtv.com/videos/news/495287/bieber-drives-through-paris.jhtml#id=1634392 haha!
acts like little boy. i know that
about leonardo da vinci too. i'm
smart too haha. last one. the
cutest of all time. http://www.mtv.com/videos/news/495291/justin-meets-fans.jhtml#id=1634392 lol!
"now we're off to mickey d's
to get myself a hamburger with
cheese." ahah!

2010-03-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

HIYA! yes, first week of term 2 gone.
felt really guilty not paying attention in
class this week. anyway, back with
rantings. sampling My World 2.0 now.
;D kiss and tell was superb. "stay up on
facebook, i'll tweet you real good." "Up" now.
okay, so this week, interesting parts at the
end of the week. thursday during aesthetics
was epic. my dear germaine's chair got "stolen"
and she asked me to save it. she pushed me
and i made golden actions. PERFECTLY GOLDEN.
haha. i showed my muscles, raising and bending
it, and did superman moves. haha! gen is a
pro pusher. the speed was exciting. chair roller
coaster. hee-hawed with nic too. lol. today,
dear germaine asked me " eddie strong?" and
i replied "as ever." showing my muscles again.
haha! good times. jokes are essential in life. or
esle it won't be interesting at all. there won't be
words like haha and lol. alrightie, finished with up.
replaying, and wondering why its JB's favourite.
as great as kiss and tell. hopefully the rest will be
too. ;D gonna finish up the whole album by 12. try.
by the way, met this very nice senior on thurs.
SUPERB SENIOR. she offered to share with me
her umbrella when i was drenched in the rain.
how sweet. but on the very same day, i lost my
wallet. ironic.

2010-03-21T18:43:00.002+08:00

back from camp. as usual, reluctant to leave.
like after so much you've been through and
have settled down very nicely, time to go.
and with school starting tomorrow, worse.
camp was great.
first day: more on fun&play.
bowling right after check in. i'm one lousy
one. played cards and watched television
after that. early morning, at 1am, brain-
cracking. solving riddles or maybe revealing
secrets of "magic". kind of fun although
all our brains are partially dead.
the second: emphasis on preaching. mundane,
but managed to keep my eyes open. brain-
cracking games/ obstacles games in the afternoon.
back to preaching at night. i seriously don't know
what i did. i actually agreed to allow the holy
spirit to come into my life. I ACTUALLY
FREAKING THOUGHT WE HAVE TO SAY
YES. man, time please rewind. i sense something
wrong from all this. midnight bowling afterwards.
the third: nothing much. right after breakfast,
checked out and to service. very different from the
one i went 2 years back. more interesting. ;D
i love stories. lunch and home sweet homed.

how i wish, how i wish, god make time rewind.

2010-03-16T14:11:00.003+08:00

okay, guess this won't affect you
like i did in twitter. since there's
no following stuffs here and you can
only view it went you visit this
page. so i guess i can have my
freedom of speech here don't i?
i belongs to me anyway. YES!
JUSTIN BIEBER'S U SMILE IS OUT!
great song. written by him. ;D very jazz-y.
and A WEEK'S TIME TO MY WORLD
2.0! it will reach singapore rather
late, surely. anyway, anticipation. ;D
well, aesthetics today. the teachers
messed up the schedule. we came too
early afterall. my precious sleep gone.
for the sake of faking(acting).

think i've been acting weirdly with all that
philosophy nowadays. seriously, i don't
know what's happening. i just seen too
much that irks me. and i'm jotting down
every incident with my quotes and feelings
on twitter and facebook. too much has
happened. or have i seen to many? came
across this page about " you might be
popular, but i don't even know who you're
anymore do you?" thought about how so
much have happened. people changing,
transforming. but, is that even their
true self? we just seem to forget our true
self in the presence of almightiness. it
does feel good with all the attention. but
is this all we ever seeked? all that we ever
wanted? too much of a bizzare period i'm
facing. all my posts, seem emotionally
stabbed and hurt, or just feels it's too much
of unreasonable. that's life. the reality.

2010-03-11T15:52:00.004+08:00

yet another day of school.
well, got back term 1 report card.
guess i did pretty well. fruits of my
labour paid off afterall. will continue
to work hard. ;D looking the comments,
rather hurt. my dear form teacher is
doubting me. " she will only work hard
when told to." yes, W.T.F. you didn't see
how hard i work without being told.
and you actually accused me of this.
i don't need your recognition, but it
beats me to know that you're actually
doubting me, my ability so much.
and it kills me to see how much trust you
actually give me. i'm not trying to flaunt,
but right from my primary school education,
my parents gave me nothing but support and
encourages and left me to study independently
just because they had no english education to
even coach me. i'm studying for the sake of my
education and future and i study and revise
ON MY OWN. because i know i'm weak in that
particular subject, even if i'm strong, i make
sure i understand it at the tip of my finger tips.
and i'm going to ignore. for ignorance is bliss.
AND YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER INSIGNIFICANT
TEACHER THAT I'VE MET THAT DOESN'T
MAKE MUCH, OR ANY DIFFERENCE IN MY
LIFE. i'm studying for myself and will prove
you wrong about what you said and force you to
take back your words. i'm working harder for
myself and not for you to see. purely because
my conscience is clear. thanks for letting me
know how much more life sucks after all that
i've gone through and face listed right here,
on my blog. and thanks for letting me know
that what my friends said is actually true about
you being a biased teacher and that you've
always doubted my ability and you don't actually
mean what you said last year about me making
significant improvement. lastly, thank you for
the hypocriticy last year that made me felt good
and showing your real self, plus hurting me
so much.

2010-03-09T16:27:00.005+08:00

no more kimbum or lucas till. i mean,
i still love them, but not as much as
this guy. haha. my new love. JUSTIN
BIEBER! *SCREAMS* i think i haven't
said anything about him lately. but
anyway, discovered him weeks ago
through the music video of "we're the world"
on channel five. and fell in loveee with him.
HE'S SO SUPER CUTE! and everybody's
like freaking spiting me saying "he sound
like a girl"," so short" yes, germaine shush.
i don't give a damn. and i've been stalking
him like mad on twitter and facebook and on
the youtube! ;D he sounded so sexy in
Eenie Meenie. okay, sounds wrong, how
about cool? Bieber-fever carries on. ;D

anyway, school today was interesting. during
english in lab, doing some not-related family
tree on emily. i don't know how we become
so insane that i actually brought up the topic
about richard and polo and i went " heeee-haww".
it was meant to be a horse but sounded like a
donkey instead. anyway, we just started laughing
non-stop throughout the day when we thought of
that. and during pe, training for 2.4, god, it was so
funny again. xinmin practically went insane and
flapped her "wings" while running and pulling her
wedgies. redbull does give her wings. her slanted
way of running while pulling wedgies was awesomely
comedy. that's all for today. ;D

bieber fever. ;D

2010-03-07T13:27:00.002+08:00

i'm getting exasperated. WTF.
like seriously, it's annoying.
everybody's asking me what to
do and how do they go about doing
it. homework, technical stuffs.
like i'm god. can't you all just take
note of the stuffs yourself? like
jot it down in your notebook and
take note of your homeworks and
even wait till i finish mine?! i'm
not trying say i won't help, but at
least try it. like i have to handle
two person who asks me questions
at the same time during maths lessons
and i haven't even finished. and for
the worse, the person who have
finished sits there at stare at me,
not helping. and i in turn have to handle
two, plus me, three. my mum's asking me
about how to go about using the computer
and everybody's asking. and this
freaking explains why i'm so exasperated
right now! and again, not that i don't
want to help, but it's getting too bizzare
that i could hardly get my head out of
the water to breathe. help me if you want
me to help you by doing something please.
the world doesn't only revolve around you.
spare a thought for me please.

2010-03-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

phew. finally, one week is gone.
really hectic and tiring week though.
having to stay back for almost
everyday. for projects and projects.
and CIP waste whole lot of time.
turned out that we're only supposed
to do one activity. gahhh. anyway,
next week is the last week of the term.
;D ;D ;D seriously, i don't know what's
happening to us. we used to laugh and
talk till the skies fall but now, it seems
like everyday, we'll have disagreements,
leading to arguements. it's just getting
really tiring and annoying. beyond
tolerance. anyway, there's cca tomorrow
again. D; to botanical gardens. i don't
want to see the faces of mates. and it's
8 in the morning! my beauty sleep all gone
for the sake of a competition that i doubt
i'll win. and i'm going just for the points.
sigh. guess i'll catch some sleep on the
bus tomorrow.

2010-02-28T12:49:00.003+08:00

haha! watched this video about
this three-year-old girl crying
over justin bieber and wants
him to be her family. SHE IS SO
SUPERBLY CUTE. and it's so
funny when she changes at the
end when the phone rings and
she goes " i bet that's justin bieber."
lol! and her cute expression. plus,
many more. watch it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTCm8tdHkfI
well, just another random post. ;D

2010-02-27T20:20:00.002+08:00

my mum and bro told me off when
pressed the controller to channel
five. TITANIC! and they wtf me.
wtf them back. cause they actually
preferred that stupid sheng siong
show instead of something that is
the best movie of all-time. they
actually prefer the one that goes"
bai bei bai bei!" anyway, i actually
took 1 1/2 hour for 6 problem sums.
haha. of which i mostly seeked help.
fretting over ct1. my freaking geog is
going to freaking pull me down. i'm
going to pull my socks and buck up
on maths and geog tomorrow. how can
i not know how to do 4/5 out of 6
question?! and how can i fall 5 grades
for geog?! oh my crap. anyway, this
post is so random and crippled. if you
read till here, congrats.

2010-02-26T21:01:00.003+08:00

feel the world around me is so
much of pretence. one minute
the one you trust and think is
a friend that you can lean on
without fear, ironically, next
minute, you find yourself caught
in the middle of the gossip. and
it all rounds up to - there ain't
anyone that you can trust. sigh.
calm my burning heart.
and now, i no longer understand
the meaning of friends and trust.
it has already been smudge and is
longer clear of where it is supposed
to stand, but instead, both ways.
just like how black and white, in
the middle, grey. and this for sure,
is the cruelty of the world, the society,
and the fact. and you just get sensitive
and wonder constantly if it is you that
everyone is talking about, or hating.
now i understand you, ching sien. and
i admire you for getting past those and
live your life.

2010-02-19T19:56:00.002+08:00

sigh. got back geog and physics.
rather satisfied with physics. but
geog, sigh. i only got a c5. and my
whole mood just went sour although
it's just a common test. it's like you
think you'd do well as you studied
real hard but ironically, you didn't.
all the hopes you pinned on yourself
just shattered in the air and fall onto
the floor. i'm trying really hard to accept
the teacher although i hated her. or
probably, at least for the sake of my
studies, do well and give no damn to the
teacher. anyway, went for paranakan
trail after school. fantastic. i can say.
it was interesting. but xinmin, nic and
gen kept taking unglam photos of me.
even peifen. gahhh! all attacked me.
saw super cool houses at emerald hill
road. and the traditional, "renovated"
houses that cost 20/30 million, have
all the essence of nonya when you peep
into the houses. the nonya furniture
is all there. and plus! WE SAW A GUY,
THAT LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE LOGAN
LERMAN! *SCREAMS* SUPER HOT! ;D
me and germaine was talking about it
furiously after we knew that both of us
saw him. and so coincidentally, our eyes
both followed after him until he lost sight.
haha! and germaine fell for him. lol.
well, gotta go!

2010-02-16T13:58:00.003+08:00

oh man. screwed new year.
out of the three days, i only
went visiting for one. sad isn't
it? and slacking at home just
ain't fun. it kills me. sigh. when
the strength that holds us together
is gone, our bond is gone as well.
and for the first year, i can't feel
the spirit of new year. not looking
forward to the next. and i can finally
feel what the non-chinese feels during
chinese new year. it's a freaking
drastic change. i used to love new year
for red packets, the fun of visiting
although i'm some depressed kid sitting
alone and watching boring shows and
boring the hell out of me. but i still love
it. even gen agrees my new year is boring.
ah well, tomorrow's school again. and
we're getting back our common tests
papers! horror.

2010-02-12T21:16:00.004+08:00

oh well, yet another day. teachers
gave a lot of chocolates. and i'm choking.
sec 1s came in for cca. superbly pissed
with one. she rolled her eyes saying
"...although i wanted angklung" i
wanted to slap her not because of
the cca thing. but her freaking
arrogance that i can't stand. went
to dentist for check-up. changed
colourbands to purple. too dark
and it's eeewly-gross. and i regret
saying okay to adjusting. super
pain. couldn't get the jeans i wanted.
my mum refused to take the mrt
for just one stop. like it would actually
kill her. it killed me when she started
walking around the mall looking for my
jeans. she could have spent that time
going to the location where my jeans is.
forget it. and tomorrow's reunion dinner.
i don't feel like going. i don't feel like
seeing anybody. and i didn't know why.
maybe it's the first year without grandpa.
i detest my aunts stuffing me with a lot
of questions. like freak, just shut up.
oh well, ms thanks for making me swing
so badly.

2010-02-11T16:31:00.002+08:00

wheeee! common tests are over! ;D
FREEEDOM! muhahahahah! okay,
madness although it's just a common
test that's over. maybe i've got too
much pressure. too much force acting
on per unit area of my body. anyway,
i didn't finish geog. damn the lorms.
and new year's coming! ;D this year's
profit will be lesser. D; anyway, changing
my colourbands tomorrow again. probably
purple next? ;D sounds good. heehee.
currently drama-mama-ing with germaine.
i'm edward and she's bella. haha! for life now.
and i love her till the skies fall. hahah! okay,
enough. thanks to her, i'm sounding extremely
drama. gotta go! ;D

2010-02-07T10:43:00.002+08:00

seems like i haven't posted for
a long time. *screams* tomorrow's
CT1! and now i'm having running
nose, sore throat, and cold. with rapid
sneezing, sniffing. and i think i'm gonna
have fever soon. gosh. nono! got to
drink lots of water, pee more and eat
medicine. sigh. have to do my final run
later. after everything ends, i'm going
to really relax. seriously too much stress.
to the point that in class i'll just go 'berserk'
when i don't understand anything. okay,
that's all for now. gonna play before i start
absorbing stress and notes.

2010-01-31T13:37:00.003+08:00

omg. i think i've been studying
till my head went nuts. i only wrote
my father's birthday card after studying
like around 10.30 and scribbled on the
card with usual blessings and forgot about
pat's birthday two days after. for the worse,
i only found out four days after when i
stalked her on facebook. the blessings
people gave was considered older posts
already. gosh. forgive me. and man, i feel
extremely exhausted slogging my guts out
everyday. i cheered when it's the weekends,
but yet, i still have to revise. so ironic. plus,
before i knew it, another week begins.

2010-01-30T10:47:00.003+08:00

another week has gone by. it seems
like haven't been posting for long. and
i managed to abstain from computer for
a week. ;D well, this week as usual was
hectic. tuesday, gen and nic came to
do some projects. and geneve is super
funny. we wanted to buy ice cream. and from
9th floor, she shouted " uncle! don't go! we
want to buy ice cream!" in chinese. and
her chinese sounds wierd and cute. then
we went down and ran like mad for 2 blocks
just to get it. she was running with my over-s
ized slippers in that funny way and all along
shouting the same phrase along the way. so
loud that nicolette heard it. hahaha. seriously,
the real image is funnier. yesterday, ptm. and
i stayed in school for 12 long hours. germaine's
voice is so cute! ;D when she sings chinese song.
and also sounds like the olden days where people
uses gramophone record. so super coool. and i
realised i have super powers. heehee! during
history class, germaine tried calling me softly and
i lifted my head to look at her. she was extremely
shocked. and then at night, i messaged something
she once told me about a year ago and she was
again shocked and creeped out. hahhaha. ;D okay,
i guess that's all the interesting things i can provide.
see ya.

2010-01-23T12:30:00.002+08:00

i realised i'm starting to dread
and lose interest in geography
unlike what i felt as before. if
only, mama soon, mr yeo and mrs
loo comes back to teach us. i just
find the new chinese teacher
irritating, the geography teacher
for doing some other things that
aren't really related in the text.
like what russia, romania and stuffs
like that that i find meaningless.
and i doubt aren't tested in tests
or exams. oh water the flowers.

2010-01-21T17:42:00.001+08:00

vexed. i seem to understand nothing
from almost all the subjects. and i
seriously feel so pressurized. the one
that makes the most sense afterall, is
chinese. everyday, in my spo, there'll
sure be the word- revise. besides all
the homework. self revision over self
revison, reading and reading that one
sentence that can't seem to make any
sense when it literally does. just like
what i did doing homework. thinking that
it's wrong when it just correct. i studied
and think i understood, but a day or so,
i think i forgot when it's still on my mind.
so much so, i think i'm metally ill.

2010-01-16T10:04:00.004+08:00

oh my, it's been hectic this
week. with lessons starting,
some catching up to do, and
for the worse, 1/3 of class
absent, with one with h1n1.
but anyway, everything's over
and i've survived it. ;D and
gaytri's coming back on monday!
;D wait, speaking of surviving,
i guess not. i could hardly
understand anything the teachers
said. especially lit, EL and geog.
not understanding lit and EL is
nothing of a big deal for me. i've
always never understood. lessons
are way too fast for me in lit, and
english, sigh. boring. and i'm trying
really hard to revise and make it
clear for myself. well, i've to
read emily, which i was supposed to
during the hols. hahah! and now, i
understand nothing. all thanks to my
moment folly. well, got to buck up.
see ya.

changed my braces to yellow! ;D

2010-01-12T18:38:00.002+08:00

hohoho. gaytri's got h1n1!
and geneve's making a hell
out of it. like " AHHHHHHH!
WE'RE ISOLATED! CANNOT SEE
KARINA! CANNOT STUDY! CANNOT
EAT LUNCH IN SCHOOL!! " -___-"
and i'm like bo-chup. making
a mountain out of a mole hill.
but i was rather surprised to
see our class name at the front
gate. hahaha. i was like "
woah?! why are we so special?!"
ahhaha. in the end, ironically,
we're isolated, with 2D. there
were no lessons and i don't know
why. we're already isolated and
the teachers are in the class
with us, but why can't they teach?
slacking, drawing fairies(;D),
watching "Tuesdays With Morries"
and having the whole canteen to
ourselves! ;D and time rewinds to
primary one. mrs khoo bringing us
out to the gate in two lines. so
nolstalgic. hahaha! as if. and
germaine, sorry. font still as small.
lol! my font size button disappeared.
;D

2010-01-11T16:04:00.003+08:00

haaaah. my brother is choosing
polytechnic courses now. well,
he did great. but he didn't
agree with me. anyway, thanks
bro, for letting me know that
be it you're good or bad, you
can still do it. getting such
results for sec5 ain't easy.
especially when you're from
NA and suddenly to express where
you've to get used to teaching
methods and different difficultly
in tackling questions in just
6 months. if only i can get this
good. maybe more uh. ;D i want
food science technology! ;D
ah well, haven't even tackle
streaming year. omg. home econs
is so scary. the damn teacher
tried to scare us by saying
" many people fail home econs
and come crying to me.." *gasps*
FREAK! omg. and she say home econs
is part of getting into the subjects
you want. AHHHHHH!

feels a sense of helplessness,
lost and fear.

2010-01-10T10:10:00.005+08:00

my 201th post. ;D KA-CHING!
$.$ got my money for scholarship!
;D like only $50 dollars more than
busary. -_-" while top 5% scholarship
is $250 more than top 10%. argh!
anyway, yay-ness! $400! ;D ;D ;D
omg. tomorrow's offically the start of
lessons. and maths is no longer mr yeo. D;
geog is no longer mama soon. D; hell no!
and i ain't going to play com until weekend.
people's gonna steal my country story
crops. D; lol! well, i'm going to fight my
way through streaming year! STACY,
FIGHTING! ;D

fireflies.<3

2010-01-08T14:51:00.005+08:00

back from camp. D; and i miss
it so badly. like totally different
from the first day when i step in.
i miss the instructors, classmates,
place(even though it's insect-infested)
so much. i want to go back. it was
raining everyday. and we couldn't
complete the whole activity. only did
water rafting and high elements. it
ruined the whole camp. like sort of.
ended up staying in shelter and play
lame common games. and geneve is
obsessed over one cute,hot instructor.
i admit he's very hot(haah!) but to the
extend that miss geneve is stalking him,
looking at what he's doing and telling us
everything on what's he's doing and
looking out for him. seriously obsessed.
and the guy kept looking back cause we
kept looking at him. haha! oh, and campfire
totally rock! ;D the whole performance
was so funny. me and germaine was having
our own concert behind singing different
songs and playing. lol. oh ya, we were like
so scared when we went to the toilet cause
there's nobody and we started singing
xinmin's favourite song. haha! plus, after
performance at the end is super funny!
everybody said happy birthday to mrs khoo
and "hug" her. but its more of crowd. like end
up only some get to hug while the rest hug
the person in front, thinking they're hugging
mrs khoo. lol! i didn't. i laughed out loud. ultra
funny! and third day area cleaning was horrible.
we clean the toilet. and what's so special about
it is, there's two cubicles with poop! D; one of
them with one pile, another with stain on toilet
bowl and floor. horribly disgusting. i took a
look at the less serious one and wanted to puke.
so i stopped. ;D only gen,nic and xinmin saw the
one pile one. i didn't dare to. yeah, it's freaking
ridiculous how someone can aim so badly. you
just need to sit on the bowl and not care about
aiming. and for the worse, the person is 14. i'm
so ashamed to be the her schoolmate. forget it.
by the way, 2E wins again! ;D last year's and
this year's! WOOOOOHOOOO! WE ROCK!
and CAMP CHALLENGE ROCKS TOO! ;D

*oh, by the way, p4 innotrek campsite is just
opposite. ;D

2010-01-04T18:33:00.007+08:00

first day of school. well, kind
of smooth. i'm finally a senior!;D
or sunbae!;D and the sec 1s are
so small-sized. like primary three
or four. if they aren't in our school,
i would've most probably mistaken
them for primary schoolers. and plus,
what's so cute? they button up all
the buttons to the collar! hahaha.
and we imitated them. lol. kind of
bad but for fun. attended preaching
after preaching, talks after talks.
and 2e's camp name is fuji! ;D gonna
pack my bag later. going off on wed.
and by the way, i realised i haven't
grown any taller. my skirt is still as
long. and yay, 1.61cm, 46.7kg. wooo!;D
i'm lighter than xinmin! i only grow 1
cm. -_-"' and oh, our english teacher is
a caucasian. ms jucovy(ja-co-vie) cool
eh? no more mrs-freeman-making-me-
sleep lessons. the rest of the teachers
have yet to comfirm. and back to pps and
hope with pat,val, and liting. awww. they
look great in their uniforms. really. okay,
i'm off for dinner! ;D

2010-01-01T11:27:00.002+08:00

an unexpected news came
yesterday. 1E is going up to
2E! WOOOHOOO! ;D and
that's the best new year's gift
ever. but 2009 is over! D; i
had headaches and couldn't
sleep last night. plus, i kept
looking at my handphone-
the date. like i just can't
accept the fact that is 2010.
okay, time just can't rewind.
NEW YEAR'S RESOULUTION!
to do well in streaming year
and get top 10 in level! ;D and
top 3 in class. kick xinmin off
her throne and give her my
number 4 and 11. heehee.
stacy, FIGHTING!

2009-12-31T11:57:00.004+08:00

the last of 2009. so many
things have happened. it's been
another great year, living in a
new environment, meeting new
people, new friends, laughing and
sharing our joys. and i can say, it's
been the best class ever as of now.
well, memories afterall. goodbye
2009, (reluctant) hello 2010.

2009-12-30T18:36:00.002+08:00

went hiking today. ;D
well, it was rather tiring.
i just started like five minutes
and my leg can't go on. lol. or
maybe because the bandung
i drank make me feel nauseous.
me and liting were walking behind
most of the time. and i don't know
how time will past if she wasn't here.
walk through marang trail followed
by jewel box, then to henderson
waves and lastly to hortpark.
long long journey. but worth it. ;D
fats burnt off, nice gathering. took
bus to vivocity and slacked around.
cheryl lost her phone. and i felt so
uber guilty. i saw it on the arcade
game navigation board. and i thought
i would remember to give it to her.
but was too engrossed in looking at
emanuel play and forgot everything.
sigh. if only i remembered. looking
at that helplessness on her face make
me so guilty. like you so badly want to
help but just no way can you. sigh.

2009-12-27T12:50:00.003+08:00

omg. i think i'm gaining weight.
christmas, log cake, pizza, and chicken.
after christmas, all the presents like
cookies, chocolate, and donuts.
omgomgomg. and i think my dear chin
is going to reveal what girls hate most -
double chin. *screams* time for workout!
well, i'm going for the hike. although it's
wierd how year-end gathering is like that.
and why why why, jesus is born a few
days before school reopens. i'm not going
to school with double chin. lol. joking. and
why oh why does the earth need to rotate
so fast?! the speed is scary. like everything
have past so quickly. and when i see
countdown ads, i thought how time flies.
like oh my shit, so fast?! all the why-s.
oh, and i changed blogskin. ;D

2009-12-26T14:38:00.003+08:00

christmas is over. D; but wait, it's
BOXING DAY! ;D
ah well, but i can still feel
the christmas spirit. and
oooh, mickey's twice upon
a christmas is nice. back to
my childhood. and whatsmore,
back to the naive and innocent
times where the simplest thing
makes you happy. ahhhh. how
nostalgic. okay, why in the world
am i moaning and groaning? oh,
thanks to the great school reopen
all parents shouts " yeah!" and all
students go " bull!" the sharp
juxaposition. wow. my school
knowledge is coming back(when it
never once leave me). oh well, school
blues.

2009-12-25T12:25:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! ;D
santa didn't come last night.
i was watching tv till 1 but he
never came. hahah. okay, i
sound like another gullible kid
being bluffed by adults. "we wish
you a merry christmas.. falala
lala,lalalala! HOHOHO!"

2009-12-22T21:40:00.004+08:00

helped out at hope carnival today! ;D
well, we were practically swapping
mosquitos. firstly, we were blocked
by a wall. secondly, girls' population
are very less. anyway, i feel i'm such
a failure. and am disgraced by my piece.
i did so many hands. 90% failed. all the
picture become lump of glitter on the
hand. except for mine. haha. and looking
at the face of the kids who did it, i feel
uber sorry and guilty. there was one whose
face turned sour at the sight of my lump
of glitter which supposed to be a rose. and
another who got so scared of me, for the
second time she came, she kept smiling at
me, keeping a distance. and i felt insulted
twice, or maybe once. one was when we
were talking in the counselling room and
i don't know why, talked about our weight.
so i just said my real weight. and they were
like " huh?! don't look like." well, that's fine.
at least it isn't very explicit. but the next,
is seriously blood-boiling. we're like playing
taboo. and you know, you can't say some words.
and for mine, was braces, nerdy and 2 more.
and when i heard nerdy, i angered. like wtf?!
yeah, so what if i'm nerdy?! i agree i look nerdy
but so?! there's no need for the explicit. aren't
there other words?! is your vocab so dense?!
if it's meant to be an insult, then fine. but if it's
meant to be a game, then why?! no offence, but
if gabriel's one can be non-insulting ones and not
about his size, then what about mine?! prejudiced?!
WELL, WHAT THE FUCK. (venting my anger. i don't
want to explode by bottling up. sorry for all the vulgar.)

2009-12-20T11:49:00.002+08:00

sigh. i seriously don't know what's
wrong with me now. i sound totally
depressed and emotional. and it's
not my usual cheery self. bothered
by some things that aren't worth
bothering so much. and which i should,
as usual stacy, count it lucky not to be a
part of it. because i never wanted to
before. think i got influenced. but wait
a minute. am i that easily influenced?
forget it. wash that off. i shouldn't have
thought about all this. because it's like
you're just transparent being a part of it.
not totally, at least some does see you.
that's not where i belong to. forget all about
this, go back where i was supposed to belong
and get on with life. back to my usual cheery
self. and oh. i miss it so much. well, though it
has gone bland, but so? i can count on other
friends. ;D okay, finally one sign of cheerfulness.
and that just feels great. stop thinking about
all those, and it'll feel better. oh well, this sound
like me confiding in another me. well, good! ;D
self comfort. heheh.

2009-12-17T14:38:00.002+08:00

sigh. i'm soo dead. broke one of my
braces. D; and not even one week,
i spoilted the whole thing. dang. how
it broke: ...my tongue got hooked
to the wire and pulled it out, causing
the whole damn piece of braces to
break off. but so luckily, only one. ;D
oh well, gonna get my new specs from
the opmetrist later. and friday to gen's
house to kill boredom and waste time.
hahha. then lastly, to the orthodontist.
D; hopefully he doesn't reprimand me.
but he can't. ;P patients, customers are
always first. ;p ;p ;p heheh. i want a new
sling bag! D;

2009-12-12T14:58:00.005+08:00

*i know my face is big. that's because i
lifted up my face and smile.

ah well, braces' up and so freaking
uncomfortable. the process was rather
tedious and i don't even know what's
happening. i was all along having my eyes
closed as instructed. i don't even know
if the orthodontist numbed my mouth,
is still polishing my teeth, or putting the braces
up. so the most painful part probably wasn't
the putting up of braces. rather ridiculous,
but it's the pulling-open-my-mouth part.
haha. the orthodontist kept saying my mouth
is too small and kept pulling open it to reach
for the inner teeth. and for the worse, once
he reaches it, he said my teeth are very short
which made me feel once again, abnormal.
now, i'm having problems with cleaning and
eating. argh. i can't even bite a bread! like how
can it be. it hurts trying to bite it. i can't use my
incisors to bite. it's worst than having to use
the molar to bite. and cleaning totally sucks.
it takes me around 6-7 mins brushing my teeth..
oh i mean braces, instead of 3-4 minutes.

2009-12-09T11:16:00.005+08:00

went to watch new moon with

gen, nic, and xinmin yesterday. i think

it was so-so. the front part was well,

i can say, making-me-yawn process.

the back part at the volturi was fab.

some excitement and stuffs at least.

the volturi were so scary, with really

evil looks. and not to say, i was rather

"in love" for a minute with edward at

the first part when he walked out to

bella at the school carpark. haha! and

i so much wanted to lean on jacob like

bella did in the truck! not because i like

him to the max like germaine. but because

i was so cold! didn't even bring a jacket.

so much so that i wished right then

i could lean on his 109 degrees(i still

remember!;D) body. hahah! anyway,

i found out that someone looks quite

like kristen steward. let's compare.

so, what do you think? not very alike,

but at least a 30%?

and yeah. i came across this thing in

i weekly. and i find it kind of absurd.

okay. pardon me for posting something

in chinese. it's from i weekly. a chinese

magazine. not eight days. anyway,

*translating* it reads

"Lee MinHo Fan Meeting" a fan meeting for

goodness sake, costs $98 and above. its not

even a concert! its only a fan meeting. if

you're a fan of him i can't say anything. but

if not, then i doubt this is worth it. although

he look totally cute winking his eye like

this(as of above). i'm thinking, and thinking.

if it's at the max pavillon and many fans

who can't get the tickets are going to wait

at the expo to see their idol, would they

cancel it like before? something to think

about.

2009-12-03T16:58:00.002+08:00

hiya! well, back to rotting at home
after the trip to bangkok. omg. i miss
it so much. * pondering* one week
before, i reached bangkok. sigh. well,
at least i did something useful today!
i did my math homework! hahah! and
will carry on doing after this post. ;D and
what's for tomorrow? gonna pack my
horrendous messy table that i couldn't
be bothered with after the exams. but wait.
i don't have any more storage containers
to stuff all those stuff! and of which i'll be
keeping stuffs that i need which is quite a lot.
argh. and my cupboard. sigh.. no containers
again. don't tell me i have to use tissue boxes
again! i've had enough of being environmentally
friendly to the extend that i have to use tissue
boxes which breaks off when i store my stuffs.
sigh. gonna get some things done tomorrow!

2009-11-29T19:44:00.004+08:00

ALOHA! I'M BACK FROM BANGKOK!
well, this trip really changed my opinion of
thailand. i used to think it was disgusting.
it doesn't turn out that bad though. but the
traffic are horrible. plenty of jams(not that
one applied on bread!). and worse, the air
is filled with fumes. plus there are a lot of
males acting like females. it's common. their
shapes are like exactly like females but their
faces are like obvious. it's rather scary especially
when one of them smiled at me and the distance
is like freaking close. freaked out. and wow. i
bought so much back. 4 tees, 2 shorts, 1 hoodie
/jacket, 1 sunglass, a wallet, a pair of ballerina flats.
yeah. and i still think its not enough. haha!
the platinum offers good stuffs and its cheap!
street fashion and stuffs. like bugis. and the
hote is much much better than taipei's. but i
can't apply it to the environment. taipei's is
better. the buildings are like way back to the
80s. and to think i feel reluctant about coming
back. hahha. just feels great over there. probably
the shopping. hahah! but anyway, i'm still back.
hopefully i'll return yeah? see you soon bangkok!;D

PS: screw it. i'm halfway through maths and none
through art homework! argh. oh my shitty shitty shit!

2009-11-18T20:39:00.002+08:00

suddenly felt the urge to post. anyway,
i doubt anybody's reading it. and i've
long ago considered this as my private blog.
for my own reference, and time machine
to go back to that era and experience
what i have experienced before. but if you
are reading this, then welcome! ;D enjoy reading.
but i doubt you'll. cause my grammar and
vocab is dense. stop my preaching. well,
monday was out with geneve. wanted to swim
but pool wasn't open even after the rain.
went to eat mac's and she got so fascinated by
the monopoly game the restaurant is offering.
and there she was slowly peeling the small
properties and revealing them one by one.
she even claimed the instant win aple pie. hah!
tueday and today was cca. stoning and stoning,
staue-ing and staue-ing. and listening to disgusting
punk rock jpop which i don't like it one bit. song
soothes you. but instead, i don't get the feeling when
listening to that. just to aggressive. hell yeah.
freed tomorrow! ;D no freaking cca. should i go next
week? i think i should if i can't think of an excuse.
plus, i think mrs khoo is going to give me something.
so i should go. ;D nah. i'm not so materialistic. but
i don't want to shoot! argh. anyway, i not gonna give
a damn about it. not now. probably sunday. going out
with amanda, jiamin tomorrow! ;D

2009-11-14T11:43:00.002+08:00

went for orthodontics appointment.
and i'm getting braces! ;D and "bull"
to germaine brenda conceicao! i'm not
gonna be your blur rabbit! although i
still remain blur but no more rabbit!
*sticks out tougue* if you see this, good!
;P but you've got to brush teeth properly,
after every meals, chew food properly and
stuffs like that. sigh.. the process is so
freaking tedious. and freaking side effects.
ahhhhhhh! " if your teeth can't take it, it
might fall off and you'll have to put false
teeth."ahhhhhhhhh! and the root canal
might shorten and stuff. AHHHHHHHH!
oh my holy cow! pleasepleaseplease. my
body. don't let such things happen to me.
hey miss brain. please send this message to
my teeth and root canals. if the canals shorten
please don't shorten too much. ahsh! fate
awaits me.

2009-11-11T21:06:00.002+08:00

i've been gone for bad over the past
week. cca and cca and cca. freaking bored.
and now, my brother is hooked onto the
computer cause "O"s are over. the poor me
have to use this laggy computer. "O"s !!!
why do you have to end?!! argh. and damn.
i guess i've a weight grown. thanks to
ice-cream, chocolate, food and food and no
exercise. sigh. ended up trying to burn fats
away running about at home. and bibi follows.
lol! but with my family around, i guess i have
to sit tight. and they are mostly around. and
my fats is laughing evil-y in my body. oh my.
i personified it. and i'm rotting away at home.
but not friday! i'm going to geneve's house to
get cranking on my homeworks. ;D okay then,
i've got to go. see ya!

2009-11-04T12:27:00.002+08:00

sigh.. looking at my report card
right now and pondering over some
academic issues. getting 4th position
is something i never dream of. i lost
hope when mrs khoo announced
position 10-8 cause i knew my standard
was around there but maybe not too. though
getting such an achievement is something to
be proud of, my heart still doesn't feel
at ease. when you get what you want,
you don't want to let go. sigh.. why do
i feel so troubled over such issues. and
i realised i've got to work really hard
for the next three years and actually
more. sec2- streaming year. sec3- i
want to take my 'O's. sec4- 'O's. AHSH.
anyway, i'm fight my way through next
year! FIGHTING! ;D

2009-11-01T11:39:00.002+08:00

Friday
last day of school. sigh..
cleaned up homerooms till almost
times up. got back report book
and i got 4th! ;D the last moment
of 1E was really a bad mood. gaytri
cried while saying her speech and
that really almost made me cry.
gave our last hugs and bade goodbye.
right at that moment, i didn't want
to let go. after so much we've gone
through, splitting is a hard time.
how we used to win together, lose together,
laugh together, play together, and
work hard together. the year ended.
although i kind of regretted coming to
a catholic mission school. coming to
saint joseph's wasn't really a bad choice
though. meeting 1E was the greatest
thing i've ever had. the warm feeling
that's always there. hopefully, next year
we would be in the same old great class.

Friday-Camp
reported to hope and proceeded to
campsite. and dang! the toilet is
gross, the paints on the walls are peeling off.
played captain's ball after that and decided
to be more enthusastic since opponents are
girls which aren't as scary as guys. planned
for performance and then dinner! BBQ was
as per normal with people taking the group's
food as they like. but rained out of a sudden.
thanks to germaine's big mouth saying there
would be thunderstorm. whole place became
a chaos. ended up in-the-kitchen BBQ. and
luckily, i didn't screw my performance. aha!
then candle game! ahh.. really fun. but our
string broke first thanks to the wind for burning
out our master candle. slept at 2.

Saturday- Camp Day 2
woke up at 8.15 body really pain thanks
to the floor. got ready for breakfast- prata!
then to amazing race which wasn't really
amazing for me. kind of boring though.
half-sleeping through the ride to merlion
walk since the air-conditioning was so cooling
in the train. met a super cute-cum-shuai guy.
omg. although he's kinda white. aha. some
white uniform with sliver buttons. catholic high?
but he got off at bugis. D; waited and waited for
45mins but no sight of any group. went to have
lunch and came back still no sight for any. at last
one came and followed by others. last station
cancelled and proceeded back to hope. de-brief
and home sweet home.

2009-10-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

Wednesday
nicolette, geneve and germaine came
to my house after much waiting. i
was wondering why they can stay
till so long. anyway, they got bored
soon after. while germaine, still active
as ever. played with bibi and the com.
well, had fun though.
Today
went to geneve's house soon after yesterday!
really fun. her house is ultimately nice very
westernized. and her dog is very mad and horny.
kept jumping about, licking people, jumping on
people. xinmin almost cried. lol. but although i
have a dog, the dog is so scary. very hyper,
and the big mouth kept opening. cause my bibi
not so. ;D but soon became normal. aha. and
her house like gallery. a few number of paintings,
many western things. soooo cool. i wanna stay in
terrace! (skipskip) sigh.. school's ending soon. and
1E is going to be separated. dang. after bonding
so much the school says split. AHSH. freaking jude.
tomorrow's the camp and sigh.. hopefully no one ask
me about my injury. please.

2009-10-26T15:49:00.002+08:00

sigh.. my blur-ness and careless-ness
acting up. was walking to the bus-stop
and saw this car starting the engine.
looked up and walked thinking i could
cross the drain easily. and *thup* i fell
in. sigh. wonder the driver saw me or not.
if he did, then it would be embarrassing.
i couldn't get out of the damn drain when
i fell in. and i'm like "ahsh-ing" over there.
i thought my leg is big enough to step on
the gap. instead, its small. ;D and now
scratches on my left leg. AHHHHH!
as usual, went to school though it hurts
like hell. sort of numb though. and
everybody who saw it was disgusted.
and i just laughed it off. germaine joked
about me bleeding for kimbum and lee
min ho. sigh. pleasepleaseplease heal
faster. heal.heal.heal. " heal my wound,
make it a better leg. for you and for me
to ..." hahah. MJ's heal the whole become
like that. okay, i'm off.

2009-10-23T20:17:00.002+08:00

sigh.. post-exams are soooo boring.
talks over talks over talks. totall hallucinating.
wierd talks like skincare talks, library
talks. except for 987! OMGOMG.
MUTTONS CAME YESTERDAY! and
they are uber cool. managed to get their
signatures thanks to geneve! ;D thanks
a million gen! love ya! but, 2 years ago
they brought click five with them! argh.
how could they?! well, got back all papers
in a day. and its like such a big blow. xinmin's
so random. suddenly asked me if i buy my
own underwear. and said she haven't buy for
like many years. lol. today's netball inter-class
1e got second! wooohooo! great job guys. sooo
proud of you all! ;D next week's o levels and
we are going home early! ;D going back to
facebook. i'm out.

2009-10-17T19:27:00.003+08:00

Friday
went out with xinmin, amanda and jiamin.
had a really great time. ;D we actually
wanted to watch "cloudy with the chance
of meatballs" but sadly, the earliest seating
is at three plus. so we watch haeundae.
it was kinda naggy at first. really naggy and
boring. xinmin almost slept. the tsunami part
was so touching. all four of us cried. lol. overall
great. no offfence but xinmin is such a spoiler.
when the waves are approaching, she broke
the mood saying " woah! so romantic." and then,
when she herself was sniffing away, she said"
so sad." and *sniff* *sniff* then shopped around
plaza singapura and went home.

Today
what a bad day. miraculously, pat came. valerie
and liting too. nice to see them. i was really
sorry when they came. cause i didn't know how
to welcome them. really lousy at that. it was kinda
boring. played lame games and did cheer and flag
making. pat was scared of ahem at first. but soon,
allswell! ;D to think liting wants to go my school
when everybody wanted to go good ones. sigh.
letting creative juices flow was really hard during
cheer-making. all of them bo-chup. and eileen broke
down. sheeez. i don't know how to comfort people at
times like this. i can't get her out of her seat. luckily
claire did the job. in the toilet, i kept ultra quiet.
and then eileen pass the baton to pat. pat was easier
to get her to the toilet and comfort her cause we're
much closer. the flag was well done. but the guys are
like bo-chup. sigh. count me lucky for being station
master instead of leader. having bo-chup groups are
hard to handle. eileen, kambateh! i'm out.

2009-10-13T15:31:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOO! EXAMS ARE OFFICALLY OVER!
first art exams was bad. the prep was bad,
the on-the-spot-do concept was bad too.
the time for prep was tight, on-the-spot
space was really squeezy. the invigilator
who invigilated us every paper was wierd
and funny. her humor lies in her wierd-ness.
first, it was the chinese paper. we started early
and the teacher did'nt allow us to go reccess.
then she said yes but with rules. she changed
her mind and debated if she should free us.
finally she did. but was only three minutes
earlier. -_-" and during geog paper. halfway
through it she gave us extra time and said
since we started early, i give you more time.
add three minutes and give us that show-
teeth smile. -_-" so cute huh? anyway, exams
are finished and i'm getting hyper! ;D back to
facebook. i'm out.

2009-10-09T15:12:00.002+08:00

OMG. I'M FINALLY BACK! I MISS
THE COM! *HUGS COM* exams are
still quite okay. i finally realised how
miraculous my brain work. remembering
so many subjects. and then from worrying
that i did'nt remember the notes really well,
during the exam, i managed to write the
notes out. could'nt sleep yesterday although
i did'nt took my nap really late. only slept
at three plus in the morn. pro huh? and i
broke my personal best of 2.10am. muahahah.
really worried i will sleep during the exams
but just could'nt sleep. and i thought of an idea
while staring into the dark. ask my mum to
make me coffee. i ended up sleeping only when
i sleep the other way round. which was kind of
wierd. my first taste of coffee in the morn! it
taste like... coffee. lol. fortunately, i feel awake
during the papers. phew. okay i'm off for art.

2009-09-25T16:07:00.002+08:00

D&T lessons are always so hyper.
and of course today was too! ;D
did the third round of melting
and shaping and finally it succeed!
then started gluing and another
inspiration! using renu's bollywood
"Gimme More" for the rhythm to
sing "Super Glue". hahah. realised
we have been so high because of all
the song that we sang. and "composing".
the mobile base was'nt working really
well cause it move about 20cm and
stopped. knocked on mr kelvin's door
for help so many times but he did'nt
hear. so we went to the back and see
if he's there and there he was! i shouted
and we ran. knocked on his door again
and he finally answered. probably because
he heard me. ;X he looked and repaired but
it just didnt work. me and germaine then
played around doing wierd faces which she
told me to and took a photo of my unglam
moment. argh! and finally! it was actually
repaired. thanks to huizhen's everready
GOLD. walked to bus-stop with germaine
and was disgusted along the way. firstly,
outside the school, there was this pill-like
worm crawling. and then there was some
fungi growing along the road. and lastly
some disgusting bus-stop ad that says"
natural-G". at a closer look, it says "
supplement drink for guys and girls"
and i pondered if it was really what i
thought the drink was for. the *ahem*
thing. further close investigation it says
"horny goat weed" "miraculous medicine"
something m.. m.. and we screamed. super
disgusting and goose-bump-ing. never
as hyper and disgusting a day had been.
i'll be gone for three weeks! D; i'm out.

2009-09-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

i am currently in a dilemma.
torn apart. got the freaking question
paper for SA2 art. and i am really
confused. firstly, part of me wondered
how i am going to do a 6 page A4 size
paper research when i dont even
understand a thing. secondly, the other
part of me was worrying about how to
manage that and the revision. and thirdly,
how am i going to do it even if i understand
the whole thing? and stupid! they did'nt
give me my gold cert! everybody got theirs
but not me. water the hibiscus! and i lost my
10 dollars and strength trying to get that
cert but i just did'nt came. its not the money
that actually matters but my cert!
pissed off. just can't find the teacher-in-charge
everything is just not going my way. just
what's going on?! SA2.. still wondering. really
hard to store all notes in my brain. especially
geog, history, lit, sciences. ARGH!

2009-09-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

HOLY COW. HOW COULD I HAVE BROKEN
THE DAMN TESTTUBE?! hell me. and why
did'nt you the test-tube cling onto me?! damn.
when i dropped it into the sink which was just
about 20-30cm of height only i was asking
myself " the test-tube did'nt break right?"
cause i could'nt see very clearly. and then, it
really broke. D; and as some of you might say,
i am/look blur like xinmin, germaine hor. so
that stupid blur question indeed proved my
blur-ness. luckily did'nt get scolded. just need
to sign the broken apparatus record. but i
realised. i was the first on the list. ARGH! NO
ONE HAS BROKEN ANYTHING?! HOW COULD
THAT BE?! okay. chill stacy. then history.
geneve asked about vice versa. and she said
germaine is the "legendary vocabulary woman"
and i was laughing like mad. and yeah! germaine
associating renu with sex and called her sex face
also! i started laughing like mad cause i remembered
myself calling her boobs expert. she just loves
looking at people's boobs. seriously. she told us
herself though it's really disgusting. then to xinmin's
house for project. really tiring. but was very funny.
and germaine only came at 6.15. lols. and she
slacked all along. either eating my fries or moving
her body along the sound effect of the drama.
by the way, yesterday's oral was bad. sister agatha
spoke so soft and almost everybody agrees. i even
had to say "huh?!" and she showed us the picture
beforehand. HAHAH! but unknowingly. HAHAH!
she's such a funny lady. but she pissed me off when
she scolded me just because i was changing seats
casue of index no. " are you going to america or
something?!" oh.. water the hibiscus her. i'm out.

2009-09-15T16:31:00.007+08:00

Monday
mr yeo was not around cause of sec4s.
and we need not see his nips. haha.
germaine said 'Ur Man' just kept playing
in her mind so i took the masking tape
meant for art and wrote 'Kimbum is UR
Man' cause she loves kimbum and she
took it! and even pasted inside her file
though it's just a masking tape. then
to marina barrage! ;D super cool and fun
camwhore-d around taking unglam
moments. photo'a on facebook. ;D

Today
nicolette is still annoyed by our 'bo?' hhaah.
and we changed a little and try not to say it.
so we said 'you got it?' ahahha. even wrote
on our hands during chinese lesson. germaine
wrote 'you got it?' on her hand while i wrote
'noona' and 'yeah' on mine. even drew finger
family and a star symbolic of my name. ;D
mr yeo was not here again for maths. and
some annoying relieve teacher came. he's
plain irritating. he just kept telling jokes but
it ain't funny at all. assembly was as usual
boring. DM treatened to use permanent
nametag if we don't get one when we didnt
bring. argh. stupid. and someone shifted my
bag to the couch in the classroom after
dismissal. must be the cheeky trio or one of
them. i'm out.

SHIT! TOMORROW'S ORAL!

2009-09-09T15:46:00.002+08:00

supplementary was so funny today.
especially during mr yeo's class. talking
about silly idiotic mr yeo nips again. hah!
and about how he had eight balls. lols.
and geography was kind of boring with
LORMS which is seriously forced myself
to concentrate but its really hard especially
when its like i've already endured 2hours
of maths and now another 2. and germaine
was drawing bof casts lines and faces.
and i think she drew too much when she
answered tsunami when we're talking about
rivers flooding. and i'm like isn't that sea?
laughs. it was so embarrassing and scary
at hope. wish i had'nt went. still in deep
thoughts why they kept calling my name
when i took a fork. felt like stabbing them
right then with the fork. but sadly its plastic.
so fustrated at myself for getting so timidated
when they started calling me. even needed
Wanting to pull me in order to step forward.
and i just kept using my hair to hide myself.
don't wish to see anyone or anyone to look at
me. because rarely, you'll be leave alone.
and surely at least once, you'll get hit by the
dart though it does'nt hit the bull's eye.
anything sparks and its idiotically fustrating
and pain in the neck. but at least, its so
heartwarming when xinmin/germaine called.
awwww. feel so comforted, relieved and
entertained me. they were like "why you go
student care? want go heaven arh?" and what
sunday sunbae. so funny and cute. hahaha.
not in a perverted way though. hopefully 17
turn out better. i'm out.

2009-09-04T20:09:00.002+08:00

my legs are currently very wobbly.
thanks to the fun run which i ran 3km.
that's my record so far. and i wonder
if i slim down. didnt eat anything for
lunch and took the camera with me.
it was uber embarassing. and the photos
were bad. and up and down i ran just
for the cca. peifen even asked me if
i ran already and was shocked to hear
that i havent cause my face was redden.
and half of my energy gone. or maybe
all cause i didnt eat anything for lunch.
and 1E ran 414 round. WWOOOO!
and this is the first time i scream ever
since i got into this school which screaming
was one thing you will master unlike
clapping in primary school. in terms of
peformance, award giving, cheering etc.
and there was free flow of orange squash
and milo! ;D lost count of many cups i
drank. but at least 4-5 cups for each drink.
;P i'm out!

2009-09-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

twilight- i'm finally at chapter 10 after
like 2 months or more. haha! and when
i told germaine about that, she was like
clasping her forehead and shaking her
head. lols. and i broke my record. spent
20 minutes to read the whole chapter.
cause its soo exciting. edward surrending
to bella that he's a vampire. it takes me
time to digest the meaning that is very
indirect too. so 20 minutes is okay right?
hah. anyway, she's still going to go shaking
head. and sheeez! freaking duties that
involves taking some useless-shows-how-
lousy-my-photo-taking-skills-are photos.
oh yeah. got back class photos. and i look
disgustingly big-sized and overweight thanks
to the two hiding behind me and being
right smack in the middle of the center of
attraction. ahsh.

2009-08-31T13:06:00.002+08:00

teachers' day celebrations was bad.
and as usual, boring mass which took
like 1hr plus. and then the performance.
the items performed by students were
boring. but the teachers' ones were great
and hilarious. the commercial break by
the councillors were hilarious too. the
cadbury, MJ and aaron wu's imitation
was really creative. and the couch potato
play with them watching tv with some
videos about wandergirls, bof, anugerah.
mrs khoo cried when she saw the book
with all our wishes! awww. hopefully class
remains the same next year. pplleeaasseee.
and went back to punggol! ;D really great
to see candy, mrs lau and the rest after
like 10 months! but then no longer so
close. i mean some are but not all. like
me. i stone-d after candy left and stalked
lingfen and people. haha. going back there
feels so wierd. especially when i am the
only one with that uniform. embarrassing i
might say. they were like looking at me like
i am some wierd uninvited monster when
candy brought me to meet mrs lau. anyway,
i was really great to see them all.

2009-08-29T15:28:00.001+08:00

carnival was great today though tiring.
first time i did henna. first reaction:
what?! yeah its true. cause i used to
think it was disgusting. ahah. and i
actually did it for free. cause i "stole"
the paste and did it myself. ;D and
games store was killing mosquito.
cause the games are really lame but
i was surprised that the sec twos are
as lame to do the same game as us.
idol booth was selling fast at first but
then ended up with the same plight.
but at least constantly with 1 or 2
customer. and i bought the cards! ;D
just two. tried the two haunted houses
and drag me to hell was scarier. and
was like screaming each time "ghost"
came out. was left behind with davini
just at the starting and we were like
stopping in our steps every now and
then. haha. and britanny came back!
awww. and there was so many guys
today! think its from church or people's
boyfriend. and madeline made no
reaction. well at least i didnt see it.
and what's with the fighting spiders
guy? germaine said he's from HIHS
(a long story how she knew that.). ;O
not the cute or eurasian one. he came
here to what? fight spiders? but instead
he's outside the haunted house. haha!
mrs crossley was constantly being dunked
in the dunking machine and everybody
was cheering. and luckily today there's no
tution or i would die of tiredness.

2009-08-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

tomorrow's the carnival! ;D and i am so
going to buy the what-i-call idol cards
by our class! ;D took a peek at the people
cutting. the wondergirls ones dont look
like girls instead like some sissys with long
hair wigs. which was super disgusting
and totally different from the internet.
anyway, not caring about wondergirls which
i really wonder to they are girls in the cards,
i am going to buy you-know-what! ;D but
not really excited though. doubt the games
we doing will be a success. :X cause the things
we're giving are like not appealing at all.
and the games nah.. not interested. only
interested in buying. today:
had a new word! ahsh! haha. junpyo's phrase.
and cca ended early at 4. wooohooo. oh well,
got so pissed off keeping the cameras. nobody
in the team help, and they just went off. plus,
the cams are place wrongly in the bags and the
sunbaes said that we should put the cams
according to the name. wasabi was in cream's
bag and kimchi was in wasabi's bag. and i left
leaving kimchi homeless. doubt you know what's
kimchi,wasabi and cream. all camera names. ;D
really cute names but not at all well-liked by me.
pixel playhouse just an embarrassment and disliked
by all. especially when we shoot people thye show
us that disgusted what-are-you-shooting look.
ending here and wow. that was long..

2009-08-22T10:57:00.000+08:00

thought i couldnt sleep yesterday
though i was really tired. all thanks
to amanda. nonono. XINMIN. she
went to open germaine's umbrella
and amanda and all that who witnessed
it said you cant open the umbrella indoors
during this period of time. superstitious.
anyway, xinmin ang germaine got so
scared. and started praying and stuffs.
and they even thought of some stupid ideas
about bringing the umbrella to church and
tell the pastor to pray for it. lols. then
amanda started her ghost story. which i
only got injected with fear at night. she said
the recent 逗号 article about creepy things
was from our school. what singing statue.
but our school doesnt have track and field.
as what the article said. and most things
happened at the basement. and what 1D
happened to meet the most. better not say
anymore. for fear that nightmare would
approach.

2009-08-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

hohoho! special day it is today.
and how unlucky renu's birthday
falls right on this day. overheard
peifen and amanda talking about
haunted toilet at basement. herad
enough of it especially from chen
lao shi who thinks that castrated
eunuch opera video was nice and
even showed it to us. damn it. let
me blank out those images of the
video first.. okay. done. germaine
was covering her ears during history
when ms wong was talking about zhenghe
and i told her about that. hahah. then
i got so jealous because of the poping
sound germainy and davini made that
amused me. just because i didnt know how
to do. gahhh! pointed the forth finger
just like how people points middle finger.
and germaine gave me the what-are-you-
pointing expression. she thought it was
my middle finger. hahah! i'm blaming her
for that. that's our common action! okay
okay. let's stop my preaching how boring
is this.

2009-08-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

great day it seems today. :D
CT3 is finally over! and i am going
to take back the joy i deprived of
during that period. CCA was surprisingly
allswell thanks to jiaxin. did mrs khoo's
homeroom decoration cause cca's territory
was taken up by NEmation workshop. and
then jiaxin came hopping by talking to me.
which was really a gift or it would be a
bore. then finshed and started walking around
the school with her. round and round.
from that to running for our lives so as
not to die from the deadly stinko pest terminator
haze. then to netball competition match with
sembawang. ran two sides to prevent being
caught for slacking and up and down from
dream box to motherboard. nice day today
and hopefully jiaxin would come and brighten
it up again. :D

2009-08-10T17:31:00.002+08:00

dreads. common tests is going to commence
tomorrow. i am certainly not looking forward
to any bit. though we get to skip classes. and i'm
seriously in deep trouble. doubt i am prepared
for the tests though i've revised at least once
for each except for D&T. which is to revise only
the SCAMPER. oh well, meet hell tomorrow.

2009-08-07T14:52:00.000+08:00

today's celebration was horrible.
it started with some praising of
the lord and prayers just like mass.
which totally is not national day
related. i was hoping there would
be just normal start of the day
prayers. and 1E won so many prizes!
sooo proud of the designers and
decorators for the fashion parade and
RHD corridor deco. first for both!
how cool is that. and then usual
national day songs singing. boring i
can say. okay, i am off.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVE EVE!

2009-07-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

went to leonardo da vinci's exibition
today! :D it was like super fascinating.
even the powerpoint slides which are
usually really boring and making your
eyes close. let me share!:D da vinci is not
his surname it means"from vinci" so i am
stacy da hougang! hahah. and he is so
clever! no wonder the exibition was called
da vinci the genius. he invented so many
wonderful things even before modern
technologybut was not named as the
inventor because he didnt publish his ideas.
what a pity! D: okay, enough or my preaching.
we were given this activity book and
it asks us to draw the vitruvian man but of
ourselves. and xinmin drew herself with
the boobs. (causes the original one was naked)
and geneve snatched over the booklet and say
"woah! so cute ah!" hahah. leonardo da vinci:
a anatomist, an inventor, an artist and scientist.
indeed, a genius.

2009-07-29T10:34:00.002+08:00

ARGH. e-learning day. i was hoping to
wake up later but we have to follow the
timetable. damndamndamn. and then
i was a freaking pissed off by the teachers
and d&t which used up my patience.
the teachers are so clever as to give us
so much for half an hour especially d&t.
roar! and its opening up so much windows.
currently blogging, e-learning, and
chatting. hahah. the sight of e-learning
flares me up.

2009-07-24T20:01:00.002+08:00

6 people have been absent ever since
wednesday. i have been in contact with
3 out of the 6. told germaine during d&t:
S: i will be in tan tock seng tomorrow.
G:i will be opposite you waving to you.
and we did the H1N1 cycle! it was really
funny. if i am going to type it here, i am
going to get a good bashing up or have
people scolding vulgarities at me. and
we were talking about how the school is
going to turn into aloha loyang. from that
to french fries hahah! she loves soggy fries
too! ;D and fries dipped the vanilla ice-cream
from mac. hahah. davini was laughing her
head off. and she started coughing! she was
like "hey!" when i ran away. ahah. really
funny. germaine had an makeover! by
stylist, geneve. no more low-tied ponytail.
and xn got a shock when she came back from
a programme. it was like some kind of slow-mo
movie. she turned her head. mouth opened.
and go ah! when she sees germaine. and
started 'laughing. okay! super nice day today!
not the cca though.

2009-07-21T18:36:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE SOLAR ECLIPSE!
but its just a few minutes. ah well,
everybody's going to go high tomorrow.
and today's racial harmony day! i mean
celebration. our class won the corridor deco
competition! ;D but seriously badly done.
didnt know why we won. and sherry one of
the best dressed student! ;D
sense of coldness, sense displeasing.
didnt know why. should i? should i
give her false hope? when i dont
know when i might turn my back.
just because she seemed pleased at
the sight of some conversation, she
starts talking. if i'm going to talk to her,
will she mistook my intentions?
ARGH! irritating to the mind.

2009-07-19T10:12:00.004+08:00

YAY! MY C510i ! :D:D:D
but sadly, dont have the colour
i wanted! ROAR! had to take the
sliver one instead of the mostly
white which they call energetic
red. -_-" and the more i look at
it, the more guy-ish i felt. damn
no usb cable included. and my
mum bought a quite good phone
when she doesnt even know how
to on it after the person taught her.
got to go restore everything!

2009-07-17T19:52:00.004+08:00

woooosh. exausted. chinese project
is finally done! at least all the typing.
so many funny things happened.
especially with madeline around.
and peifen stepped on belinda's dog's
shit! big joke of the day hahah.
and sometimes i wonder. why does
we work hard all day long but thre
hard work never paid off at least for
sometimes. but well, still have to work
hard though it never gets paid off.
and hell! saw someone with the porsche
outside the school today. guess it was
that transferred student's. roar! saw
her inside. envy and pissed. looked so
arrogant. i know nothing about cars
actually. belinda told me that. :D
CRAP! i have got painful ulcers. D:
newspaper says 22nd will have no sunlight.
sound so ridiculous.

2009-07-15T17:26:00.002+08:00

geneve practically went crazy over
袁帅. she would turn around
to me randomly and say "袁帅!"
currently stucked with the science
project. argh. i am going to start without
belinda and peifen. sorry! i cant wait.
and man! cca's going to start next week.
hell.hell.hell. hate to see all those faces.
argh.

2009-07-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

the dance module just suck today.
the warm up was like stretching
all our muscle to the wits. but the
action looks so much like yoga cum
qigong. hahah. especially the part
where we half seated. and of course,
split is included. then did jazz(something)
what demi-pointe thing which looks like
peacock. and the teacher is like pregnant.
wth. belinda wore the school uniform
that was so translucent. and eunice asked
if she wearing checked bra. lols. and we
went to pizza hut after school for peifen
birthday! superb! love the cheese lava
crust. had a laughing good time. madeline
was super funny. eight people only $69.67.
thanks peifen! for the treat. :D HAPPY
BIRTHDAY! <3

2009-07-12T13:39:00.003+08:00

back to school tomorrow. D:
and peifen's birthday tomorrow!:D
and dance module tomorrow. argh.
reminds me of that embarassing
night. and i almost forgot about the
creative journal. gosh. but there's
still about 6 weeks. heheh. currently
waiting for video to load. and its taking
so long. ku6 just suck. ah well, try
youtube then. hopefully it loads fast.